This weekend and frankly, this past week I feel like I’ve lost a bit of my zing and zest again.  Darn it!  I don’t know how it’s so easy to lose once you get a hold of it.  Perhaps it was the monthly business trip which is slowly sucking the life outta me.  Perhaps, it’s not having the dough to live life decadently and go on wildly amazingly transcendent vacations.  Perhaps it’s because I’ve slacked a bit on my wellness plan.  Perhaps, it’s because we had a completely “friendless” weekend.  Not that we lost any friends or anything, but it was the first weekend in a LONG time in which we really didn’t do anything with any of our friends.  It kinda felt odd, in fact.  For someone like me who’s so afraid of “getting close” to others, I’ve come to really find comfort in our circle of friends.  I mean, they’ve brought a lot of connectedness into our little lives.  In fact, I feel kinda lost in a sea of who knows these days.  Last week, I emailed and left messages for my boss since Wednesday and hadn’t heard back from her since.  I tried to call a whole host of co-workers on Friday and only got 1 person to respond to me.  I suppose that the sense of connection we feel with others is what keeps our mojo tethered to us?  I dunno.  I do know that I am not cut out for the life of a hermit.  Now, to try to convince myself that I’m excited about Monday.

Here’s hoping for some friend-time soon.